NOTE #4
chords: Am Em Dm G7
TODO: LEARN THE TABS
Fuck it
I went to school as usual, I didn't want to talk to my fucking idiot "friend" michael, "dogfucker" what the fuck was that?????? did he think i couldn't read it? did he think I just blocked him? fuck him, I do not want to see him again, FUCK HIM.
And so, here I am, eating the sandwich i built this morning, I was here, just... sad, depressed, unwilling, disconnected.
I sat on the cold bench, of course it was all wet because of the horrible weather of this season, no rain yet you still get your ass wet.
All I could think about was... Maybe I AM somewhat stupid, maybe I am, and... if that's the case, maybe I should try to fix it, to not do stupid things, to not believe in fairy tales.
But then she came in, with some sort of... box thing? I looked at it for a second, it was really cool, and I was like "You made this yourself?" and she was like "Yeah I did" and she was so reluctant of me telling her that what she had made was cool as hell! Also it had chocolate inside, which is... funny, coming from a Canine derivate.
I told her that she matters yet she seemed so distressed by it, something inside her is bothering her.
I told her to just... stop trying to write everything, to just take the world in, that her mind is the very thing hurting her...
Sapience is a curse.
And well, We exchanged Sicksage IDs because I really think she needs help, she does, you know?
TODO:
